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Homeward Bound

By Gary Beck

So days done. Rush to crosstown shuttle, eight horses, twenty men, then to west side express, of no romantic journeys, elbow the legless man on roller skates, a seat…. Quick…. Beat ya, lady. Whew. Do my feet ache. Don’t meet the eyes of standing women, indignant as virgin martyrs, then scan fellow travelers. The old man in baggy trousers, alpine hat and paper bundles; sophisticated lady, hair by Frank Lloyd Wright; typists chewing gum; two insolent young hoods; lower case executives, chained to shiny black attaché cases; the thinker, sneakily peering from east of his eyelids. Are we appreciating him? Rock across the bridge, as fragile as our days. The last Manhattan lights ominous, magical, leading to the rude serpent mouth of gaping Brooklyn. Maiden of the dark eyes and slender legs, at whom I stare and who stares at me, if I speak, your little red mouth, candied and erotic, will bray some strange dialect, leaving me more remote than any outcast. So I sit, head nodding in kindred doze with city pilgrims huddling close, drowsing thoughtless, drained. I awaken. No. Three more stops. So many staring sightlessly, or cowering behind books and papers. Last wistful look, farewell dark-eyed maiden, gone forever in our millioned hive, farewell.